accompany mum to marine parade ytd to send samples over to some ppl. realise tt i haven't been keeping her company for a beri beri beri long time. until i can't even rmb when was the last time i acc her to some place or had lunch wif her. i'm sorry mummy... a week wif seven days like not enough for mi lydat. been real bz recently. wif wat?? let mi c...
been bz wif playing dota. going out wif the usual bunch of ppl n band.. yes.. band took up most of my time le ba.. hafing prac on 4 out of 7 days a wk... siao!! but i didn't improve at all lah. my embrochure is gone... forcing myself to use reed 3.5 cos sch dun haf 3 le.. i m going to die if i continue using 3.5. if i dun die den i tink i will protest n stop playing clarinet. since playing tt instrument in clarinet section is nv the same animore. i can't concentrate during sectionals animore. niwae, i oso sound like shit, not beri needed in the section oso. will onli make the section sound out of tune. no point oso.. i dun practise concert pieces animore. i m sick n tired of them for a reason or another. concert is at esplanade but i dun feel the excitment tt i felt animore. mayb things r all diff now. n i noe things will nv b the same. i even haf to gif up wat i realli dun wish to gif up. even by keeping it wun salvage aniting. well... mayb i m juz a silly ger tt broods over sumting super duper small n tiny tt nobody can rmb. but i took it to heart. it will always b in my heart...