caused unhappiness in the whole family bcos of things tt i wanted to sae long long time ago but always nv sae.. if i dun sae it, i will b unhappy, if i sae it, others will b unhappy.. wat the fuck? it feels realli terrible when ppl closest to u dun understand u. or mayb not the cloesest.. i realli dunoe should i sae all tt i had said.. but guess its too late to tok bout tis.. everiting has been said. in the most nasty wae. wanted to haf a nice tok.. but it didn't succeed.. so out of anger, frustration n everiting, fuck happen... n i noe the one hurt most is not ppl whu r involved.. i m sori..