for all the action tt i taken... mayb it is wat tt i should haf done long ago.. but nv had the guts to do tt.. mayb it was words deep deep deep down in my heart tt i cannot find it myself.. or nv wan to haf it dug out. but someone dug it out.. someone put it thoughts in action.. to regret it or not? onli time will tell... time... its a amazing thing.. ppl sae time heal all wounds.. or u juz got used to the pain as time pass... which one izzit? i leave it to others to judge... mayb wat dad said is rite... i m like a cow tt is always being led by the nose... haven't i been trying not to all these years? or i m back to my original self?
met dear in band room.. we spoke to each other.. on all the shit tt happened to her.. all the shit tt happened to mi. the conversation didn't get us aniwhere.. we didn't feel ani beta. or did we? guess we juz felt the nd to tell each other wat the hell happened to our lives...
went town after tt.. didn't had the mood to shop for dad's birthdae present at all.. but had no choice.. is life always lydat? sometimes, ppl juz haf no choice against wat they wan to do... or wat they dowan to do.. life.. haha!! wat the hell izzit?
worst of all.. had dinner at marina last nite.. fuck!!!! of all places... marina!!! fuck fuck fuck!!! n he still had the guts to tok nonsense during dinner! fuck!!!! i didn't even look at him, not sae ans him.. idiot...