been a bz wk last wk.. did alot of stuff. n i realli mean alot... at least i did sumting constructive? but being bz didn't stop mi fr tinking alot... or should i sae i thought of alot more stuff tis wk den any other wk? being bz didn't stop mi fr tinking... i hate tis kind of feeling, not knowing wat to do... n doing all kind of shit even b4 i started tinking bout it.. wth... been a long time since i last had lunch wif dear... i miss her.. went to band room the dae b4... saw her... but didn't tok much... juz stoned there... for wat? i oso dunoe... haiz... juz hope things get beta for her, n beta for mi... how bout hafing lunch tog dear?