heard sum things tt i wish i didn't noe. thou i noe it has been there all along. i chose to ignore it. but i still heard bout it todae. noe it. realise it. but there is nutting tt i can do bout it. useless? mayb... wat else can i saE?? i'm sick n tired of tis oreadi. but life still haf to carry on. i'll live wif it... get used to it. n carry on wif life. enjoy myself wif the little tt i haf. yes!!! tt's the wae i'm going to do it... i tink i still haf wat it takes to live lydat...